ECLIPSE DIARY #01

 These are my uncensored thoughts and my mindset at the age of 18-19...pre-Eclipse emergence. These are found in my old notepad as well as what I've shared in my old Instagram. I do not share all of these views and were written and shared during a time of crippling depression and self analysation

"I think it's almost time to bring out the thoughts that crowd my mind."

"Some of you are stuck in your ways and it's obvious, I can see it. Look around you, gaze upon thine corruption. Your mindset is still the same, only difference is your mind has aged but not matured. Once you realize this it will cause depression, I can guarantee you that."

Let me ask you, what are you think right now? What were you thinking? Now ask yourself why? Why do you think the way you do? Is it good thoughts? Helpful thoughts? Or are you in denial of the filth you been living in?

Have you grown at all? Not physically but mentally, spiritually? New color hair don't count, great you gained some muscles cool good for you, oh you got a rocking beard now.... gnarly I don't give a shit. There's nothing wrong with re-inventing yourself and killing the you in you that you don't like.

Because if you don't kill that you, then the end result will end in you killing you. It's time to change. If you want to be successful in your life, you have to be willing to change.

Hopsin - Ill mind 8 

"Five years ago, may not work today. If you're going to be successful, you have to be willing to change. Every blessing is not supposed to be permanent. Every provision, is not supposed to last forever. We should constantly evaluate our friendships."